Day 4

I skipped day 3. There was no gym for me but chasing after two kids should count for something right?? I’ll workout tonight. Oh and the challenge from Satan starts back today. My legs aren’t ready. Anyway Yesterday was freaking awesome for me and then something tried to totally suck the awesomeness out of my day. You know how peeved I was??? I had surpassed the highest level of pisstivity.  I had literally went from zen, God is good, Thank you for my amazing day to… WTF just happened?!?!? Ohhhhhh nuh uh!!!!! **snatches out earrings** hold my purse!!! My attitude went allllllll the way left. AAAAALLLLLLLLL THE WAY LEFT!!! I had to sit in silence crocheting a scarf to get back to my happy place. 20 min of straight silence and yarn. I love talking to my mom but she did nothing to calm me… Hell she was hype which hyped me even more. Here’s the thing that I have figured out for myself: When shit starts to hit the fan for no reason. When all is good and then monkey wrenches ar being thrown left and right… It’s because I know something good and awesome is coming. The foolishness is a distraction to make me act a hot ass donkey to lose sight of what is in store for me. It’s when I pop off that I lose whatever awesomeness was meant for me. If I have to sit in silence for 3 damn hours with 8 balls of yarn going then so freaking be it… I might need to make a run to Michaels first so I’m prepared. HAHAHA!!HAPPY DAY FOLKS!!!!!

Staying in my happy!!!

Lost count of what scarf this is