Soooo today work ended around noon and I FLEW home because I had to be home in time for the internet guy. While on the train I was in the process of looking for sofas. I was on the verge of ordering one until ole dude on the phone quoted me the price. It was a price I had not planned on which put a stop to my buying thoughts. Then I thought “What if I order from a different website that has free shipping??” That led me to websites with inexpensive sofas with free shipping. They did’t have the color I wanted so that lead to “Maybe I should just get a tv and fire stick and worry about Sofa later… and that my friends is exactly what I did. I was supposed to hang with my community group… internet
guy didnt finish hooking up fios until 7 because he was LATE!!! So since since I missed community group I figured “Well Im supposed to be getting better at this whole social thing… I will go to the bar and get a drink.” What did I want to do?? Stay home in my sweats and binge watch “Insecure”… Thats what I wanted to do. Why?? Because the show is AMAZING and Issa Rae is awesome sauce. I paused my show, did my makeup and headed out to the bar not too far from my apartment. I walked in, studied the menu, ordered a bomb ass beer… and proceeded to sulk. Why go to a bar and sulk?? BECAUSE I DIDNT REALLY WANT TO BE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!! But because I am trying to be “more social” I went against my better lazy judgment!!!! I talked to the bartender for a little bit, finished my beer and then came back home just to put my sweats back on, turn on “Insecure” and hatch out this post. I thought moving to my own place would make me more of an outgoing person. WRONG!!!!! It makes me want to bring someone home or invite people over BUT I have to actually want to leave my apartment to make that happen. Being social is SOOOOO HARD and tonight was my socializing fail. Maybe I will have better luck next week
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